Don't you hate it when someone that is close to you, doesn't believe in you? Says shit to make you feel bad, expecting that you'll change just because they say shit, it's not easy changing so quick. And it's definitely not easy the way i'm trying to change. I want the change for myself, because i believe i can and i believe i will. And i am going to, no matter what it takes. You tell me i can't do it and i won't do anything, whilst when i ask you to do it with me, you go you're too lazy and you're not bothered. You're not bothered for me. You're only bothered to put me down and make me feel worse about myself. Time for a change and i'm going to make that change. I'm changing for me, myself and in the end i'm going to shove it in your face.
